My Own Skin

Hear the laughs
I smile back
But this smile
Hasn't ever felt my own

See the beauty
Something I lack
Been here awhile
But Ive always felt alone

Never been comfortable
In my own skin
Trying to fathom
Where this all began

Is it that I'm just not lovable
Can you not see whats within
How could this have happened
But I guess I've never been my own fan